Friday 14 January 2011

the end, my last...

not my last blog silly!! that would be mad!

yeah, i just start writing and think, "yeah bored now"

what a silly idea!!

so, to explain the title of this post, the end of my weekdays in bed, the last time i think, "ahh its a weekday, bed it is"

its a shame, but the fact is, i will be constantly working for the next 14 days...

yes, you read right, 14 FULL DAYS!! because (here we go...) i have to work this weekend at ScrewFix (yeah, BA Honours in drama and i work at a hardware store...) then i have the full week in my new job, THEN my ScrewFix boss (who, is lovely tbh) has asked that i work the weekend after, AND THEEEEN the next week at Barclays...

im going to die...

im looking forward to my new job, dont get me wrong, because i had a phonecall off my new boss and she sounds lovely, and apparently all the staff cant wait to meet me!! excitemente!!

i think this may be a short one today, because i am very tired and i have a loooooooooong 2 weeks ahead of me!! so long i feel tired already! plus a lil poorly! eak! but i will do this, i am determined!!

bleh just remembered i will have a uniform to wear...enough said..

shit...

oh well, it'll just have to do i suppose!

so night night, sleep tight, dont let the stress bugs bite LOL!!
be back soon!

Kath :D x.x.x

Thursday 13 January 2011

its all moving so fast...

well since my last blog ive had alot to think about...

in fact, so much, i cant actually remember what i was thinking about!

apart from the fact that i am now an official Barclays bird! the phonecall id been waiting for arrived a couple of days ago, asking me if i wanted a full time job in a back...

er, YEAH!!

so, be that as it may, i still had to wait for all my background checks and what have you, but at tea time today, all was confirmed that im not a criminal or that im not terrible with the little money i have so now, its official! i just have to wait for another phonecall that tells me where im going, doing what training exactly and what size my uniform is. do they do a size f.a.t?

lol i jest but it is true, i a few pounds over heavy, but thats all gonna change this year! i wont have time to sit around and eat my way out of existence, plus im on my own kind of diet (basically watch what im eating, log it into my FatNav on my phone and make sure i dont go over my points!) then i have my Wii to dance the flab away, as well as Wii plus, for my new phase of loving yoga, (the basic type anyways) none of that, bend so far over i see my arse and the very near future! that is for the pro's pass times!!

also, i actually got the chance to read a book all the way through without putting it down, returning to it months later and totally forgetting the storyline! (my memory isnt great to begin with!) and no, i do NOT read the vampire/werewolf books!! i read them YEARS before Hollywood even got a sniff of Twilight. the books are great, cant fault them, but the films? really? come on, Bella, (aka Bellend as i call her) is one of thee worst things i have seen on tv, and i watch Jeremy Kyle a couple of times!!

her dying scene to begin with, i mean Jesus, i was practically dying from embarassment and anger! i could have done a better job, (and i now alot of people could say that) but this was the genuine thought running through my mind for the whole hour and a half or so! my own sister had to shush my in the cinema because i felt that my vocal justice had to be heard!! and, in the book, she isnt that bad, a lil clumsy, yes, but not to the extent when her own mind cant form a logical sentence! Bella, s-s-s-stutter much? furthermore, Edward is this cool, mysterious figure who you cant help be attracted to, and, fair enough, Robert Patterson is a lil hot, he just doesnt fit in my mind! hes all needy and monotone...just not a good standard Rob, sorry...

i think i may have to end my Twishite rant before it takes over my life (and my blog) because the amounts of 'discussions' ive had about it are too monumental! and i must admit (last thing i promise) i will probably go and see the last film just to see how they actually do the major storyline ending...because *SPOILER ALERT* its a big ending, a lil predicted at times, but a good one i must say!

so amid all the vampire/werewolf drivvle, things are moving on up! cant wait to start my job on monday, which means ill be earning money quicker so i can actually afford Vegas, and be able to afford to drive and see my friends more! oh joy of joys! i canni wait!!

im gonna dedicate my blogs to my lovely bf and beautiful friends! they mean the world to me! forever and over again!!

so that is all for now, (basically because i keep getting distracted my a good film and texting lol)

be back soon!

Kath x.x.x :D

Wednesday 12 January 2011

its all uphill from here...

well, what a good time to start a blog! the beginning of the year lol! im new to this type of thing, so bare with me!

a very good friend of mine gave me the idea to start a blog! it may be copying, but imitation is the biggest form of flattery!

i guess that this type of thing can create a sudden burst of inspiration or be an escape for the things you want to talk about, but you dont know if there is one single person you can talk to about it!

so to start, i have just finished uni doing a drama degree at Edge Hill in Ormskirk dand it was the best thing ive ever done!! ive done some amazing things, (things i never knew my body could do!), and met some wonderful people! ive also had some heart aches and friendship breaks, but now i feel all is well in the world.

the experience i have taken from this time has really begun to build the foundations of who i really am as a person. this is also thanks to the beautiful people i still have in my life!

im in a loving relationship and even though we have our ups and downs, i wouldnt change it for the world! we get each other, we understand whats what and who we are beginning to become! we've started this journey together, and we both want to see it to the end together. he completes me, and i complete him!

my beautiful friends, where would i be without them? in a long forgotten land of saneness i think!! they are my life and i wouldnt change them for the world! they say that friends are family that you choose for yourself, but i didnt choose these friends, they came to me from destiny, and i wouldnt change one single moment ive spent with them. they are my family, and as it stands, thats whether they like it or not!

my family are the heritage that movie stars dream of. yes there are problems within that, but we all stick together, because blood will always be thicker than water. (even when i ask for something, its like trying to get blood from a stone hehehe!!)

lst year, i said goodbye to my first car Bessy, which broke a piece off my heart forever, but i now have Clio, who is such a gem i just cant believe how lucky i am!! there were many memories with Bessy, but they will always live on, and there are new adventures arising with Clio.

i must say, it is crap living in the UK, but everyone i love is here, so it cant possibly be that bad! the people who make it worse have nothing to do with me, so i blame it on them, (and so does Jeremy Kyle i think!!) but its been awful being a BA Honours student, venturing out into the big bad world, and the best job i could get was one at a hardware store, selling tools and what not. on that wage i couldnt move on with my life! im either ay my dads house, or mums house of the bfs, because after 3 years of living independantly, i didnt have a place to call my own. to make my stamp on the map and say, "yes, thats my house. house party?"

but, as the title states, its all uphill from here! im not the exercise type, but i know its going to be hard going, but im a tough one! i have a new job starting soon, plus im going to Las Vegas in March for my 21/22nd birthday!! so there are things to look forward to!!


so as i finish my massive essay of the blog variety, the first of many, id just like to finish on a small note which has a big impact, "always love, no matter what. always hug, it means alot. always cry, its good to let go. always smile, its nice to show!"

friends are like fires. they warm you when you sit near them. but when you leave, that lingering memory of that warm glow will always stay with you.

be back soon.

much love

Kath :D x.x.x <3